Sheesh!!!

what a few days!!

i moved my new forum. This one runs off of my domain and doesnt have any ads so hopefully that will be better. i didnt like the ads anyway.
The new link to it is
A Walk Through The Park

Still waiting for my new binkie to come. i hope it gets here sooooooonnnnn!!!!!!!

New Forum

Well i have made a new ageplay forum
Its brand spanking new as of tonight well early morning :)

If anyone reads this and wants to join here is it

http://biglittle.freeadultboards.com

*Sighs*

Its 4am Monday morning and for some reason i have this awful feeling that being AB is suddenly going to go away in my life or at least get but on the back burner. Somehow, things always end up like that with me and my Daddy.

This weekend has been really wonderful and i have discovered a new person inside me. i dont want that to go away or to just be a weekend thing. Already in this short time i dont think its something that will go away in me. But.... i have this feeling that like with everything else im gonna hafta be doing it by myself and my Daddy will just sit on the side line. Hes been really great this weekend. Being just as excited as me, being interested in things, talking to me, telling me how proud of me He is, and how good i have been and so on. But with everything its like once the newness wares off, then im on my own.
i hope its not like that this time

Sneaky Trick

Daddy just pulled a sneaky trick on me!!

Knowing that i have only started wearing nappies, i had just put them on for this afternoon, and about an hour or so after i put them on i went into the bedroom where Daddy was. He asked what i wanted for dinner. and i had no idea but really wasnt in the mood to cook being that i was really little. Well Daddy asked iffin i wanted McDonalds, of course i said yes right away!!(Happy Meal!) But Daddy said i would have to keep my nappies on and put pants over them. Ok i thought, well i dont have to get out of the truck so it will be ok, i will be sitting down and no one will see me anyway. Quickly without giving a second thought to anything, i grabbed my shorts and pulled them on over my nappies, grabbed my purse and off to the truck i went. i started it and began to back out and then drive down the road. i had the window down and my hair was blowing in the wind. It was then that i realized it!!!! my hair was in piggy tails with hot pink ribbons!!!!! For some reason i was more concerned about that then the fact that i was in nappies, after all, people could see my hair LOL but oh well it was to late to fix it so i just drove on.

well everything went fine, no one even seemed to notice to my relief! i got back home and Daddy and i ate our dinner. After that Daddy held me tight and told me how very proud He was of me! That i didnt back talk or anything, i just did what i was told *smiles* which is a BIG thing for me! Especially the first time i do something. Now here is the sneaky trick part. Daddy knew i was little and He wanted to test me. He wanted to see iffin He could get me to go out in my nappies and told me what better way to get me to do something then if i get a treat for it at the same time!!
*giggles*
Sneaky Daddy

bleh

its been kinda a bleh day i guess.
Daddy hasnt felt good :( So i told Him i would be just a little bit big today and play wif my toys and stuff.

Tomorrow though will be another story :) i dont have to go anywhere so Daddy wants to shave my *kitty*, its been awhile and i dont like all the *fur*. Then in my nappies and deep baby mode i go YAY!

i do believe now, it took me a good 3 years or so, that being an AB is where i was ment to be. Sure i will like being Daddys little slave girl, but i have found something deep within myself that i never knew was there :)

So with this new found thing, Daddy wants to get me more baby stuff, like clothes and that. we have looked online for things but everything so expensive!!!! i wish i could find a site that sells stuff for under $50 besides ebay.

Anyway, Daddy says this Christmas He will concentrate on that. Mostly getting me baby clothes, bottles, and whatever else i need. Course, He says He will make extra sure that Santa doesnt forget me *smiles*

YAY!!!!

Daddy just ordered this binkie for me!!!!!! Itsa Nuk 5! The most i can get here at the store is a Nuk 3, which does pretty well but i would like a bigger one.

i cant wait til it comes
*smiles*

Nice

Today i got up really early for the start of my baby day!! Daddy said that He would let me go out the the stores at around 9am to get the things that i needed, and i needed just about everything!!!

i got a really cute dish set of the little mermaid, some new bottles, a baby bag (that we can take with us when Daddy and i go out somewhere), a new dolly and other toys, some new baby food(had some but ran out), and most important thing i was sent out to get was, Nappies!!

i was so tired when i finally came back home, after showing Daddy all the stuffs that i got, Daddy filled my bah-bah with yummy apple/punch juice, took me in the bedroom and put on my first ever nappy. To my surprise, i wasnt the least bit embarrassed about it or shy. Actually it felt more normal then i thought it would, all except that it is going to take some getting used to how it feels on me, but Daddy says that that will come in time and i will get used to it. Anyway, after i had my nappy on, i crawled over to my side of the bed and laid down with blankie and bah-bah and my Daddy laid down to. He cuddled up to me and i was drinking my juice listening to Him talk to me. Not more then 15 minutes later i was out like a light!! And slept for a good 2 or 3 hours. i have not fell asleep that quickly in a very long time.

All in all it was a great first experience and one that i think i will do more of! i have always been little. my youngest age is 2 and my oldest is 14, but in being 2 i never really acted it, i acted more as i was being 5 because i had been 5 for so long. Daddy says that He requires me now to be and act 2 at least twice a week now, but im sure there would be no problem iffin i wanted to be it more often
*grins*